Saturday, December 19, 2009

Awkward party of one


When it comes to being around cute dudes my inner herb comes out. I dont know what it is but my shyness levels rise up and I get all Ugly Betty.
Example: The other day Im walking in the gym see a cute guy, he looks at me, I look back then try to rush out of there aaand almost slam into the water fountain. If that isnt smooth, I dunno what is.
Sometimes, even if I have no attraction to the dude ( it is possible to think someones good looking but not be attracted to them. If this doesnt make sense to you, it makes sense to me) I get all Rainman.
Everytime I go out I say im going to fix this, but it never happens. I think im just going to have to accept the fact that I am boy retarded. Nobodies perfect. (Kanye shrug)

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